I’m a middle-aged wife and mother whose spoons are tarnished, and I’m trying (along with therapy and medication) to keep myself out of another major depressive episode. I’m keeping myself anonymous for a number of reasons, but everything I write here is real. This is my blog. I’m not updating on a schedule, not actively looking for readers, and have no interest in anything here except writing for my own mental health. Oh, and I curse. A lot. If you don’t like it, go somewhere else.